What is wrong with being racist? It is a belief. It is no different than being Catholic. Think about religion...you think "bad people" are going to burn in hell. You think you are better because you are "good" and will go to heaven.
There is nothing wrong with being a racist. There is nothing wrong with being an atheist. There is nothing wrong with being a meat eater. Judge not, lest you be judged.
if you obsessed with race (and you clearly are), then YOU are the racist. the struggle in life comes when the ELITE/RICH continue to abuse those "under" them. it has nothing to do with race, as they want you to think. it took me 20 years of thinking to figure that out. do yourself a favor, think more and you will better understand they work you live in.