Ok, once in pharma for 10 or 15 years and over fifty, you are not going to find another job unless it's waiting tables or 1099. That is just a fact unless you were or are a RN. The job, even if you are a good rep (courteous, professional, smart, quick, pleasant), is of little value. I do not care who you are because what we do and what we can say is very scripted and doctors hate it. I even had a surgeon recently tell me that she is sick of device reps as well because she does not "need" them in a case and yet they think they are entitled to be there. Most of the offices across the country are closing to reps. Many no longer take any samples at all. Companies have not changed much and, regardless of what they call it, are still in reach and frequency mode despite the cuts and contract workers. I do not see much of a future for pharma sales and maybe not even for big pharma. New channels of marketing will have to be created and ARE being created that do not involve the expense of sales people. Years ago, I remember how training was six months of highly clinical product and disease state knowledge. Now, it is all messaging without substance. Where I used to be able to sit in a back office and truly help to better manage a problem pt and that was my entire day, some asshole in marketing wants me to make six to ten calls a day. Considering drive time is at least three hours on the road, the task is all but impossible. Then there are the ten to twenty emails all with "action" items that are complete B.S. in my mail everyday. Then there is the synching and call recording with business plans. None of it is going to help sell shit since managed care, hospital formulary and the pt themselves are going to dictate what drug is used. As government runs more and more of healthcare, this is only going to worse. I had a doctor the other day afraid of what samples will look like for him with the Sunshine Act. He said most of the healthcare system he belongs to are NOT going to take samples or go to programs anymore because of the public scrutiny. The job is over and it was fun while it lasted. I am going to start my own business in hopes of finding something meaningful to do since there is no way to ever retire on what we've saved, even though we really tried. I don't know if I'm embarrassed to be in pharma but it is a real waste for anyone with a brain who wants meaningful work where they feel truly needed or, at least, productively busy. If there is embarrassment, it comes from the corruption and dumbing down of the job partly due to over-regulation, but mostly due to pharma deciding that training us clinically was no longer necessary. Teleconferences are all about messaging and using some marketing program or compliance and not about keeping current on competitive or clinical information. Sadly, after a ten hour day, I am just too damn tired and unmotivated to sit down and research the field for myself. I know and so do all reps, extra work gets you nothing and no one really cares. Top performers get fired or downsized and some never work again. Why bother in a field that only rewards asskissers?